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E I arenapos;t exactly on good terms right now. He actually lent my sweater to S, who had sweat in it, and he knows how I feel about her, and she still lent it to her. Of course, me being me, I forgave him, especially after he went all the way to Woodlands to get it from her house in the mthafcking rain. Iapos;m too softhearted already.

I think M is instigating, because he has been telling me things about E. And I mind. It had everything to do with S. Itapos;s always about her. Why is it that when M comes close to kissing me, E has to trust me? Simple. Because M tried to kiss me. I didnapos;t do anyth to respond, in anyway, so why should he be worried. I donapos;t even go out with M that often, as he does, even if they did went out with a group of people.

So I merely smsed him and told him that I couldnapos;t trust him. I really felt the same way I felt when I was with D. Iapos;m so in hearts; him, and I donapos;t want to risk everything by putting my heart on my sleeve like I did before. And I dont know what hurts more? The fact that I love him and canapos;t trust him, or the fact that he told me that I donapos;t understand him.

I simply told him straight, then why donapos;t you go and find some other girl who loves you and understands you? And I said "You should just go find another girl who loves you." To be perfectly honest, Iapos;d rather he and S be together, and leave me the fuck alone. Of course Iapos;m hurting inside, and M is doing everyth he can to console me, but all I need now is E.

If only E knows how much I love him. If only he knows that S really matters. And I really think S does matter to him. I really think that if S confesses to him, right now, Heapos;ll ditch me for her immediately. What am I to him anyway? Saying "I love you" doesnapos;t mean anything. Especially when he could say it the night before and lend her my jacket the next day.

I donapos;t even think I have the right to be jealous. Because Iapos;m not even with him. Weapos;re not together. But I canapos;t help it. I love him. I really think Iapos;m bound to be single for life.

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